Thursday, December 25, 2008

Season to LOVE <3

Sad to say, this Christmas has certainly not been much to my delight. =( Many unwanted or undesired things happened to my relatives. Visited 2 hospitals on Christmas eve... How bad can that be, you may ask? Sigh... You know, I used to (and still am) feel uncomfortable to just step in the hospital. I dislike almost everything in the hospital. The environment, the atmosphere, the facilities... Everything! It gives a feeling of being dirty, sicky... those kind... to just think back about it.. And a random but insightful thought just entered my mind- I was borned in a HOSPITAL!!!
But I realized that a hospital is a place where reaching out can be done. Jesus loved the sick, the poor, the needy and the list goes on. Not once, not even once Jesus avoided them, but rather He stayed close to them; helped them, healed them. And if I love Jesus and want to imitate Him, I have to learn to love not the hospital, but for the sick people in the hospital. But first, I have to stepped in the hospital. It's not something that I like doing seriously speaking... But, I want to care like Jesus did. =) I want to love them like Jesus did, and I'm not letting the fear or discomfort entering hospitals to stop me from reaching out to them. I will overcome it by the grace and strength of God. =)

This Christmas season, I learnt that it isn't much of giving and receiving presents; but rather the heart to care and show love to one another; particularly the people close to me. This Christmas has certainly been a meaningful one albeit not being able to attend church on Christmas eve.

May this Christmas be not just another celebration of festivals; but a celebration of hope, peace, love and joy. May we learn to love and care for one another more and more like Jesus.


Tuesday, December 16, 2008

Never Stop!

Leaving for youth camp in less than 24 hours.
Have not packed.
Have not prepared totally for the song Majesty tomorrow.
Have not done so many things yet.

But above all these
I wanna give praise to God
For giving me the ability to trust in Him
In spite of what people may think and so on...

I need to trust in Him.
I really need to trust in Him completely =)

God I give my heart, my life to You
And I'll never stop giving it all to You
Take my life, take my everything.
Take my heart, take every part of me

I believe God has new lessons to teach me there.
I expect GREAT things to happen.
And I know He will. =)

Whatever I do, I'm giving my best to You. Open my eyes to the things unseen.
This is my prayer and my cry.

Hear from me when I get back. Till then! God bless =)

Monday, November 17, 2008

What I Like About You :)

You know... I realized not everyone was born to excel academically. No matter how much they have tried, sometimes studying is simply just not their strength. One may not be good in studying, but that does not mean that person is useless.

For everything God created is good. 1 Timothy 4:4a

Some may be good in drawing, some may be talented in singing, some were blessed with creative minds, some were born to be a blessing to others by having a caring and loving heart and the list goes on and on... Everyone is special, unique and different in their own way. It does not mean if one cannot live up to your expectations in certain things, it doesn't mean that person is any lesser than you.

One thing I've learnt. Never esteem yourself better than others. And never look down on people. Always be humble. :)

Seriously, I thank God He didn't create everyone to be smart academically. Really. Or else the world would be so boring and dull. It gives the feeling of living in a world where the only colour available is black. Okay, to have more colours, add in GREY and white. :) All of the same kinds. No variations. It's like in a large jungle, no other animals except for all tigers. No lions, no elephants, no birds, no squirrels, no worms, no deers, no butterflies...

See... How dreadful...


But praise be to Him! :D God is a God that is pregnant with creativity. He created each of His creations uniquely different in their own ways.

Like this!!


Some have wings, some have claws, some have stripes, some have long necks. Each has their own srengths and weaknesses. A horse has the strength to run fast. Eagles have good eyesights to catch its prey. A cameleon is able to change colours depending on its environment to protect itself from preys. You smart people could continue on the list for me, right? ;) hehe

Every one has their own kekuatans and kelemahans. But we tend to always focus and condemn others for their weaknesses. Have we ever thought that we too have our own weaknesses? Many of them in fact? Every one has a good and bad side or maybe habits or weaknesses. Instead of always looking or focusing on the bad things, should we begin to look at the good things in a person and focus on that?

Man, if people would actually do that, this world will surely be a much better place to live in. Less arguments, less fights, less problems, more peace, more understanding towards one another... More love in the air too! Don't you think so?

Never doubt that a small, group of thoughtful, committed citizens can change the world (or at least the world around you). Indeed, it is the only thing that ever has. ~Margaret Mead~

* & the words in ( bracket ) ~Melissa Ong~haha

Someone once said something similar to this, If you want to change things or see change, let the change begins within you first.

I Wish for a Shooting Star...

My hopes and my dreams
All live and breathe in You :)

How I love You
How I need You Lord
How I want You
More and more

*All of my life, I've never found such <3...

Friday, November 14, 2008

well... you know it.

Just dropping by to say....


and yeah...


and also...

T-A-K-E C-A-R-E! Jaga diri baik-baik. =)

and one more, before I forget

A-L-L T-H-E (very) B-E-S-T to SPMers and to those who are sitting for exams now or soon!

P/s: Please pray for me and my friends who will be sitting for finals soon; in about 2 weeks or precisely;16 days from now. Still have alot more to study. Sometimes you know it feels like padan muka for not managing your time well enough, procrastinating and not knowing your priorities. So, the final product- last minute work. Really. Oh well.. But by the grace of God, He gives wisdom to those who lacks wisdom; generously, without finding fault. That's why I love Him. haha. ;) But no, I don't love Him because of that. I love Him because He first loved me. :) Do keep my SPM friends in prayer too. Thank YOU with a cherry on top! XD To those who are done with exams, am very happy for you. :D Enjoy your hols... Have a happy Happy Hols!

God bless all of you , people! =)

Monday, October 27, 2008

A Reason to Sing =)

All of my life
In every season

You are still God
I have a reason to sing
I have a reason to worship

I will bring praise
I will bring praise
No weapon formed against me shall remain
I will rejoice
I will declare
God is my victory and He is here


Wednesday, October 22, 2008

Angel Sent from Heaven

Loving, gentle, God-fearing, understanding
Tough, authentic, patient, peaceful
Learner, Creative, Skillful, Overcomer
Independent, strong, responsible, faithful
Such has been said
Much has been told
I'm proud to shout it loud
And say...
She is my MOTHER!

p/s: Thanks for lending a hand to my teammates and I on our Management assignment! Appreciate it alot.... =)

Thursday, October 16, 2008

Sticking together

My wonderful team members! From left: Veronica, Mei Wei, Fee Vien, Melissa
Missing in action: Cammy and Syairah due to some unavoidable reasons

Breakfast before "working." lol.

I believe it wasn't by accident that we were in the same Management team for this assignment.

And I thank God very much for the each and every one of you. Indeed, each one of you is unique and special in your own ways. When one is weak, one is also strong. Somehow in a way, we complement each other. That's what a team is for. United we stand, divided we fall!

Let's bring the house down this coming Tuesday! ;)

Oh and btw,

Sunway Pyramid here we come!!! XD

Tuesday, October 7, 2008

If you don't do it, you don't really believe it.


Some people spend their whole time searching for what's right, but they can't seem to find any time to practice it. Your life story is not written with a pen, but with your actions. To do nothing is the way to be nothing.

Words of encouragement or inspiration really encourage or inspire me.
I believe when you are already in a bad enough situation, you don't want to hear things that would 'demotivate' you even further. Like...
You'll never ever gonna make it through.
It's impossible.
I give up.
It's too late.

I'd rather choose to believe that Nothing is impossible with God (Luke 1:37). From my past experiences... and even now... in my assignments and exams.. As long as it's not the end there is still chance. Just need to work harder and smarter too coz time is running out.. there is still hope. There is still sunshine. Ahhh.. Sunshine. I love the word sunshine as it brings a sheer light of hope when things seem dark and impossible. Sunshine~ : DD 'Candle' ain't that bad too, no? ; p hahaha.

Btw, Adidas' tagline turns it around a lil, but still the same meaning: Impossible is nothing.

But of course this 'nothing is impossible' is for the better of things and not for the worse. You don't want to misused it for commiting a crime such as stealing or copying in an exam right? hehehe.. xp

Oh I've learnt something new from Management class today...
It's called ...........


JIT what, you may ask?....


JIT means....



Just In Time!
Caught you! xp

Gtg.. Till next time!

God bless <3

Tuesday, September 30, 2008


Boy... It's the end of September already.
Look at how time flies ~
Things changed.
People changed.
Situations changed.
But my God
Never changes. =)

Throughout the past weeks
I've gone through many things
Learnt many things
Stressed up over a number of things
=) over several things
And :'( over some things
But God has been with me
Comforting and directing me

Tough times were present
And weren't absent
Where I struggled
Letting my emotions and feelings
Take its toll on me
Till I've found myself
Troubled and worried

Things hasn't been smooth sailing
Nor a bed of nice, sweet smelling roses
How I wished ;D
But as I have said
God has been there
Throughout all the ups and downs
Of high rides of emotions
Thanks be to Him
And because of Him
I've found myself
Back in who I am in Him
My strong tower
Refuge and Redeemer
I'm found once again
In His everlasting arms

A song of His - Everlasting God

You never change
You're still the same
You are the everlasting God
You will remain
After the day is gone
And the things of earth have passed
Everlasting God

p/s: Many times we can't solve problems, change circumstances... Though we wished upon a star that we could. I guess it's time to stand back and learn to trust God and see how His hands move the mountains in your life.

I've also learnt... Never be controlled by your emotions. Emotions has no right to control your life till it makes you feel one of a kind, be it lost, directionless and etc. You get what I mean. =) We're to walk by faith, not by feelings. Sometimes, we must choose an attitude that God wants us to have, that's contrary to the way we feel.

*Oh, do wake me up when September ends. :))

Green Day

Thursday, September 18, 2008

Shine the Light!

I've found this 'prayer' from Facebook and I found it to be meaningful; especially when situations around us are constantly changing. If you read this slowly and properly, you too might find it meaningful. =)

God, make me an instrument of your peace.

Where there is hatred, let me sow love;

Where there is injury, pardon;

Where there is doubt, faith;

Where there is despair, hope;

Where there is darkness, light;

Where there is sadness, joy;

O, divine Master, grant that

I may not so much seek

to be consoled as to console

to be understood as to understand,

to be loved as to love.

For it is in giving that we receive,

It is in pardoning that we are pardoned,

and it is in dying that we are born to eternal life.


PEACE PRAYER by St Francis of Assisi

We were all meant to shine as children do. It's not just in some of us, it's in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others. ~Marianne Williamson~

Shine your light to the world by choosing to love, understand and bringing hope to the world that is in despair!

The girl is BACK! ;)

Selamat pagi semua! :DD Heh..
I know I've vanished into thin air for quite awhile.
You might ask what has she been up to? ^
Haha. Had been a little busy + a lil stressed.
With college work as usual.
Talk about projects, assignments, tests and quizes coming in,
not to forget revision and attending classes
College is prowess in this! hahaha
But the lil stress comes from studying.
I've got my textbooks just last week.
And I've never felt so happy before seeing TEXTBOOKS! Heh.
It's like I've been preparing a red carpet awaiting for the 'grand entry' of my textbooks!
Imagine how much they meant to me. lol.
So yeah, I have alot of catching up to do
So if you hardly see me here
You know what I'm up to yeah?

p/s: Thank YOU for checking out on my blog even when there's NO updates. It's very encouraging. And I appreciate it so much!

Take care,ya? Cheers~


Strong and tough
Funny and loving
Pretty and sweet
Never ending
This is the girl I've been talking
And now I am, finally showing.

Ladies and gentlemen.

Presenting to you........

Ms. Ng Su Ann =D haha..


Hey, you're 15 years old this year! Quite 'old' already. Lol.

Actually BIG girl already.

Well, you are one of my hippest(coolest) cousins around. Haha..

Just want to encourage you

Things may never seem to go the way you want

But Jesus is the way to run

Your refuge, strong tower and deliverer

He loves you forever and ever

Hold on to Him day and night

And He will never let you go out of His sight

Trust in Him with all your heart

And He will never break your heart.

*haha. I never thought I would end up writing this way.

Anyway, I must say I am so proud of you to have seen you grown in faith. I think it's a real privilege to see you grow. Continue to hang on to Him. Run the race God has called you to and fight the good fight. May you be the salt and light for Him wherever you are- school, home,church, outside.. Anywhere you can walk or go to! Hehe.. Stay strong. Stay pretty. Stay cool. Stay YOU! Jesus loves you very much! And yup, I heart you too! =)

* The reason I've put Happy Birthday instead of Happy Belated Birthday (and still not changing it) not becoz I'm not aware of it, but coz it was meant to be a birthday post and not a belated birthday post. Just that I couldn't find the time to blog earlier.

So yeah, Happy Birthday,cuz! =)

Friday, September 5, 2008

Hang on...

Right now, I dislike the way He wants me to go. It's hard, tough and real painful. It's definitely not the way I want. =( Going my own way would make me happier for now, but in the future.. I don't know. I really don't.

I am the Lord your God, who teaches you what is best for you, who directs you in the way you should go. ~Isaiah 48:17~

Isaiah 48:17 is the Word given by Him. Am inspired. Very. Heh.. It reminded me that it is God who plans my every step and every path that I take. I know it is in during such moments if I do not wait or hang on to Him; or to what He has in store for me, and start going my own way, it is the very beginning for things to start going haywired. lol..

The main word: HANG ON!!!

Perhaps some of you who happened to read this bloggie might be wondering or weighed down by what lies ahead of you. The unforeseen future, circumstances... your future, studies, career, relationships, friendships, and even the slightest or biggest decisions that you have to make right now or in the future. Know that it is God who has great plans for your life. His plans for your life is good, not bad. Keep your faith. Keep walking with Him! Hold on, never give up! He is a God who gives second chance,third,fourth,fifth and so on. I am a testimony of that. Haha.. If you've drifted away from Him, it's really okay and it is never too late to turn back to Him. =)

So, hang on! Even when you feel like giving up or letting go.

Hang on like mr froggie. You'll never know what good it'll do to you in the end of the day. =p

Trust is important. Believing God without seeing or even understanding with your own mind. His ways are higher! Put your trust in Him, and in His time, He makes all things beautiful. Indeed.

Wednesday, September 3, 2008

Mighty Inventions... ;)

With people living in this era where technology is greatly advancing ; the impact of technology on inventions, after inventions, constantly amaze us at the wonders of its wide variety of shapes, sizes and most of all,the purpose of the invention itself. Below are some pictures of "interesting" inventions which are only available in Japan!

So, sit back, relax and enjoy as Japan takes you on a ride presenting to you their great and mighty inventions!
The very first one...

Butter stick!

mini house cleaner... *sigh* *poor baby*

you named it.

hhmm.. i'm not really sure what's the purpose of this. to protect the head? haha..

I personally like this. very useful for a bowl of hot maggi.. lol..

winnie the pooh toast bread =)

shoe protector from the rain

Last but not least....

* get ready for the most mind-blowing invention*






speechless,right? lol..

Hhmm... I wonder when will we see such inventions in Malaysia itself?

Cheers! =)

Tuesday, September 2, 2008


Tagged by Fee Vien

Name 20 people randomly. At the end of the survey, choose 5 people to do the survey. Don't read the questions but name the 20 people first...

01. Jeremy

02. Fee Vien

03. Su Ann

04. Ji Chuan

05. Sheryn

06. Jolyn

07. Felyn

08. Melissa Pang

09. Ong

10. Zekey

11. Alex

12. Siemens

13. Hannah

14. Kam Yan

15. Jessima

16. Jason

17. Ann Sha

18. Mabel

19. Wai Yan

20. Reynolds? haha..

p/s: it is not in order. as it is said,it is random. =)

1. How did you meet number 18?
school.. from cu if i'm right.. yeah..

2. What will happen if you have not met number 17?
i would miss out on having a very nice friend. a friend who would just smile at me, say hi and make my day in school almost every day in school last year whenever i see her or whenever she walked past my desk =)

3. What if number 9 and 20 dated?
it's terrible.. trust me.. lol =p

4. What if number 5 and 10 dated?
*leaving this blank*

5. Describe number 1.
analytical, humourous, a badminton freak! yeah.. he really is i tell you! ;)

6. Do you think number 8 is attractive?
yeah. she's funny and is able to laugh for no apparent reason. and i love her for who she is.

7. Describe number 7.
a God-fearing girl. cheerful. kind. lovable. always seen with a smile no matter what troubles she may be facing.

8. Do you know any family members of 12?
unfortunately not. =( but saw his dad once. counted? :D

9. What languages do number 15 speak?
Malay. Tamil. English (she just needs mandarin for a complete muhibbah set of languages!) ;)

10. Who is number 9 hanging out with?
in school? i'm not too sure who's his cliques..

11. How old is number 16 this year?

12. Who's number 2 favourite singer?
Hillsong! nah.. i'm just guessing for her. heh. chinese artistes.. she prefers slow songs.. those kind that has nice melodies, heart-touching. and romantic. compared to fast tempo songs..

13. When is the last time you spoke to number 13?
whoa.. about 1 month+ ago on the phone.

14. Have you ever dated number 4?
lol.. nah.. still single. =)

15. Would you ever date number 19?
hhmm.. maybe maybe.. who knows?... haha.. no la. i won't! ;)

16. Is number 3 single?
yeah. for now she is. right?

17. What is number 10 last name?

18. Would you be in a relationship with number 11?
haha.. i don't think so. but i have to really say, he has improved so, so much on playing the electric guitar! good job! keep it up! =)

19. What is the school of number 13?
i heart this no. 13 girl. smk assunta! now? Taylors.. =))

20. Where does number 6 stay?
goodyear court 3

21. What is your favourite thing about number 5?
the thing. haha! nono.. she's sweet and gentle =)

22. Have you ever seen number 14 naked?
closing my eyes... goodnight! no.. duh! hehe.

I tag.............
1. ann sha =)
2. seok san =)
3. julia =)
4. japheth =)
5. mabel =)

* sorry =( * Enjoy! ;)

Tuesday, August 26, 2008




President of what you may ask? President of Chi Cha Bon Cha Club! Hahaha.. Knowing you in National Service has been one of the most beautiful things in my life. Sharing and savouring those sweet and not-so-sweet moments with you during National Service has really been a sweet pleasure. I miss those days where we talked and laughed together, cried together, made fun of each other, encouraged one another,listened to songs on mp3, exercised together and so on.. You were my closest friend out of the many very close friends I had. I've never met someone so beautiful inside out like you,someone so filled with a heart of compassion.. I recalled once when we,the CCBC Club members came across the news of the huge number of people dying in Myanmar, you were so reactive.. You said with so much of distress feelings "hen chan ler..." And I think it is a rare thing nowadays, rarer than finding a precious gemstone; to be able to find someone so compassionate like you. =)

You are a very independent and loving girl. Our friendship was not built on the language that we spoke,but rather built on love. And that goes the same for the CCBC group. I remembered you once mentioned to me "Imagine now we speak like that (broken english + cantonese + very little of mandarin/malay) also so close already, imagine how close we can be if we can talk better(in a language that we are both comfortable in. And yes,btw, I'm a banana literally. sad case)." And I can't help but nodded in agreement. teehee.. ^

I do not have many personal pictures of just the both of us due to not having a camera most of the time in NS except for the last 2 weeks of NS. But the memories are captured in my heart and my mind and will live on forever.

Chi Cha Bon Cha Club members.. =p

my friend who does silly things with me and on me too.. and likewise.. hehe..

my/our favourite ice-cream Lava partner :D

I don't think our friendship is either built on words or pictures too. Rather,it is built on what we had shared and gone through together. Agree? ^ We really got to meet up soon! Teehee.. Once again,
A ring is round
It has no end
Just like our friendship
For you my dear friend. =)


Saturday, August 23, 2008

College ain't that fun anymore...

I used to be happy going to college. Last semester, Public Speaking, Macroeconomics and General Biological Science were the "interesting" subjects I took. Lol.. It was fun! Public Speaking was the best and the most entertaining subject for me! Not to mention,friends who were taking this subject too were the best! But I have to say that I'm so blessed to have other wonderful friends in Macroeconomics and Biology classes who have really been a great hand in helping me in ways.. THANK YOU! :D This semester,I have College Algebra with Applications which is MATHS! (one of the subjects that I really look forward to; have been waiting all my life in college), Introduction to Computer Applications, Management Principles and Business Law. Ain't going that far to elaborate more.. Picture speaks a thousand words. So,here are some pictures from last semester-projects,assignments,random pics..

My microscope! :D

plant cell :D

the catching, pining/mounting,labeling insects project that rob me of my precious beauty sleep.

picture of us playing with the props after our public speaking performance. lol..

Christine =)

Christine and Fee Vien :DD

Anyway,now I don't look so forward going to college anymore. Why? Hhmm..

Wednesday, August 20, 2008

How Much Longer?

* A poem written in my classroom last year while I was trying to absorb Chemistry facts into my head.. And understanding just one or a few pages can take hours.. Till I came to the point where I felt so stressed up about it and with so many other subjects that needed my time and attention, I don't know how much more I can take it.. I'm so tired,so weared up... Wondering how much longer must I bear with all these.. Thus,this poem came about.. And how one of God's worship songs reminded me that trials and suffering may seem long, but eternity will be even longer.. Enjoy! ^


I’m sitting against this hard,plastic chair,
Laying aside my thick Chemistry book,
Pondering why life is so tough...
How much more must I persevere,
To finish the race that I’ve fought?
How much longer?
How much more?
I wonder...

I feel like I’ve drifted away from Him,
Yet I know He is always there,
Only to find that He is waiting,
For me to call on Him...

I feel so tired and weary,
With the things of this world screaming at me,
Just to gain my attention,
And I’m partly affected...
It feels like all the trials and sufferings,
Pains and difficulties,
Are big and will never end,
Only to find that this is only the beginning,
Swallowing me up,time after time,
Day after day...
I wonder,would I be drown by it...

But hey,is He not greater than all of the above?
Is He not bigger and stronger?
Is His ways not higher?
His hands not bigger?
His love not deeper?
I’ll choose to trust in Him,
Knowing He will never leave me nor forsake me,
And His promises are Yes and Amen!
Trials and sufferings in this world may seem bigger...
And will never end,
But deep down,
I’m assured...
That things waiting for me in eternity,
Are far more greater than all my sufferings here.

10 July 2007

* Inspired by last Sunday’s worship (8 July 07) from the song All Hail King Jesus~And throughout eternity, I’ll sing Your praises, And I’ll reign with You throughout eternity~ It means to me that the trials and sufferings in this world seems big and will never end, but I’m assured that things waiting for me in eternity are far more greater than all I’m going through now and about to go through in the many years to come. This tough times seem long,but eternity will even be longer. What am I going to do throughout eternity,I wonder? Worship! Yes,worship. =)

Monday, August 18, 2008

Check this out!

I don't simply post links.. But I'll be posting one here..

Something that was very interesting for me as I read just now.. Things that were foretold long time ago that already came to past.. And many more that are coming to past.. Free History lessons.. lol..

Please check it out.. Nothing to lose,right? ;)

Thanks.. Take care.. =)

Greatest Olympian!

Michael Phelps...

A man where no man has ever gone before...

8 GOLD medals in a single Olympics! Record breaker.. Incredible swimmer.. Set 7 world records and 1 Olympic record, doing a personal best time in every event. A man who has created history for himself.. A man who has done what seemed almost impossible. Even if (let's say someone in the future) is able to break his 8 gold medals olympics record, he, Michael Phelps will still be remembered as a living legend for a very long, long time!

Well done!

Impossible is nothing.. ;D

Today was the first day of college for a new,second semester... Which means I've finished my first semester and semester break too! Whee~ :D

Seriously, God has been so merciful and gracious to me. From assignments to assignments, projects to projects, exams to exams.. The strength He has given me with all the late nights..
Last semester.. I've held on tightly onto one verse which was :

For NOTHING is impossible with God. Luke 1:37
Though it's a simple and short verse, yet it gave me so much of strength and hope especially when I have to meet due dates for assignments, projects and at the same time study for exams. Not small thing, not big thing, not some thing.. but NO thing is impossible with God. So be encouraged,people! For indeed, NOTHING is impossible with God!

What a tragic day!

Yesterday, after church.. As my mum,my small bro and myself were just standing outside the car at the car park lot.. a chinese man with one of his hand full of dried-up blood stains together with his wife,who was driving the motorbike all of a sudden stopped by to ask for a few hundred bucks! The man said he just met with an accident and urgently needs money to see a doctor. Alot of brief conversations carried on here as my mum bagan to questioned him as to why can't he go to a doctor nearby but all the way to his so-called company's doctor. And he replied,"It's cheaper." And he said he would return the money later on.. He will give his wife's IC for us to keep as a guarantee.. Bet the IC is fake.. Anyway, mum gave him RM 10 to help him coz as she says we do not know what desperate situation they are in. And at least he will go away.. After he saw my mum giving his wife the RM 10,he headed to another car starting the same thing all over again.. showing his hand full of dried blood and began to ask for money again..

Honestly, I felt a little disappointed to see that chinese couple doing such a thing.. The stories,the lies.. Everything.. I don't like it.. But at the same time I pray that whatever circumstances they're going through,I pray God will bring them through.. It breaks my heart to see them do such a thing.. But yet I believe they are in a desperate enough situation to lead them to carry out such actions..

And I thank my God so much for protecting each and every one of us yesterday. Anything could have happened yesterday. Really anything! Who knows if he would just snatch my mum's handbag.. Or mine.. Who knows if he is hiding a knife or anything? Who knows if he would hurt my youngest bro or anyone of us.. And the lists of who knows goes on.... So, once again.. Thank You God, so much for Your protection and covering.. It's amazing to know that no matter what situations be it dangerous or not,YOU,God are still in control. =) And having the peace that is beyond understanding..

Thursday, August 14, 2008


I am sick~ The strange thing was I dreamt in my beauty sleep informing my mum that I'm feeling feverish. And when I woke up... VOILA! Felt feverish. Not only did I had fever,had a pretty bad phlegm which irritates my throat and thus coughed, and a very bad sorethroat too.. sigh.. My fever was quite high yesterday.. That my ears are literally burning! Which leads to headache.. Can you imagine how hot I felt? And my legs! Are like jelly-like kind of feeling. Walking has never been so tiring... Not only that.. had body pain... I couldn't rely on myself to do things as usual.. sigh.. But another strange thing is though I had fever, my stomach's metabolism is still functioning like normal.. As though I 'm not sick at all.. Felt hungry.. And craved for food.. Feeling hungry is miserable for me. Haha.. You know when you have fever,you would begin to loose your appetite to eat.. And you would also cover yourself up in a blanket coz you're feeling cold.. and yet hot at the same time.. I didn't go through these.. strangely..

But in moments like this... Above all my body uneasiness,pain, and jelly-like feeling, I praise God coz He is my Healer! Woot.. Hehe.. But this time,I fell sick for a reason.. A particular reason that God loved me so much that He had to allow me to fall sick to get my attention.. =( During this semester break,I had been so busy and preoccupied with my own stuffs.. Olympics, piano,driving,cooking,television,reading,Internet,cleaning up my room and more... And God seem to have taken almost the last place. I only spend real,genuine quality time with Him at night or midnight for this semester break. Yet, talking to Him even if it could just be a simple, straight from the heart 5 mins, I can feel His presence right straight at my face.. But I have to get this straight. Prayer is not about feeling Him whether He 's there or not. It's about faith-believing though not seeing (or feeling) but yet knowing He hears your prayers.. =) This shows how much He longs for His children whom He created fearfully and wonderfully to spend time with Him.

Sometimes,you know.. you can get so caught up running around being busy with your own things and plans, and in the end, you've failed to get tuned in to hear that gentle,,little still voice that speaks inside of you. And I'm one of them now. sigh..

One thing I've learnt.. God will NEVER run out of plans in finding ways to get connected back to you.. Really.. And I'm so amazed by that! God's techniques,methods in drawing one back into His loving arms are so,so unpredictable! Who would have thought God would allow someone to fall sick to get healed spiritually? Haha.. Only because He loves us and longs for us so much that He does things to draw His children back to Him.

It is not the healthy who needs a doctor, but the sick. I have not come to call the righteous, but sinners to repentance. Luke 5:31

What a lesson for my very first semester break.. sigh.. But one thing for sure,this will be the most memorable thing/lesson during this 3 weeks of sem break. Not the ordinary and things-to-accomplish sem break anymore, but an interesting,I-won't-forget-what-had-happened sem break!

P/s: you can check out Tracy's blog.. How God had drawn her closer by allowing her to fall sick too. It's not merely coincidence that I've mistaken her for my another friend's blog, but God's hands was leading me even when I'm on the Net.. haha..

Cheers! :D

Thursday, August 7, 2008

Passion World Tour!!!

Awesome. Wonderful. Beautiful. Awestruck. Ah... Indescribable! Passion World Tour was DA BOMB!!! God was magnificent in that place. It was a really beautiful and amazing moment to see my generation, people of my age get together, to unite in one voice worshipping and declaring the faith of our one and only God!

Though I missed the first 45 mins,thank God the worship was not totally over yet. Louie Giglio preached and his message for the day was almost nothing than an ordinary diary written by an ordinary girl. But wait.. It's not just it. There's more to come. This girl's name was Ashley. Ashley wrote about her life, what she had went through, how her boyfriend had betrayed her again and again,how she thought that God would not love a girl who had messed up her life. But Ashley's life began to take a 180 degrees turnaround, when Ashley's friend named Fruitcake, attended Passion and shared with Ashley about what God had done for her. Soon,Ashley began to know more about God and believed in Him. Ashley found that God loved her so much no matter how much she had messed up. God wanted her to know that nothing,absolutely nothing that she had done could ever stopped Him from loving her more. But unfortunately, Ashley passed away in an accident. And she had only knew God for like barely 3 months! But her testimony has touched many lives. Her testimony has indeed glorified God. An ordinary girl who is able make an impact in so many people's lives. Who would have thought of that? ^So no matter how much you may have thought you've messed up your life and there is no more hope for you,please remember ONE thing- there is a God who cares for you and your life matters to Him. Do not let your past nor your failures resist you or hinder you from moving on in your life. There is still hope,joy and peace that can be found in the loving hands of God. No matter how dark your day may be, wait, sunshine will appear tomorrow. Persevere. Keep persevering. Do not lose hope. It's always worth waiting. And trust me,you would not regret. =)

Okay,after the sermon,we continued with songs of worship! woot! The God of this city was lifted up high! Seriously I tell you, God's presence was so strong. It really moved my heart. I have to say that going for this Passion concert ignited the fire in my heart once again to rise up and stand in the gap for my generation.

Greater things are yet to come,greater things are yet to be done in this city...
To the God of this City be the glory,honor and praise forever and ever!

Tuesday, August 5, 2008


Kinda like had tummyache yesterday night.. During my beauty sleep.. It hurts but can still tahan lah till morning. The cause precisely:


Argh... Guess I didn't drink enough water after eating..

By the way,I ate about 6 to 7 pieces of durians last week and nothing happened to me.. But yesterday.. only 2.. Sigh.. Anyway,someone once mentioned to me that eating durians and chocolates at once can cause death! How true is that statement? I do not know.. =)

Lessons learnt: Don't eat too much.. Be modest.. And most of all,drink MORE water!!!

A fact.. Durians are aplenty almost every season. Just take a short-distance drive down the road and you'll see many stalls being set up selling the King of Fruits. Talk about having a family who are passionate about durians especially the guys in my home.. The contentment and satisfaction on their very faces speaks everything.. And I like seeing them happy.. And it happens only when they eat.... DURIANS!!! :D

Saturday, August 2, 2008

Passion is coming to town!

Passion!!! I've been waiting for this since about a month ago when I've heard Passion Band is coming to town! *woot* Wanted to go at that time but wasn't sure of a ticket yet till recently,I found out that my ADP department IS selling the tickets! Uber cool! :D

By the way,there was this Passion Quest Part 1 and Part 2 that went on around the month of July in college organized by SEGi's Student Council. Can't tell much about it because I didn't attend it. Sad case.. Didn't know it was connected or linked to Passion. Oh wells,it doesn't really matter now.. coz now.. I'm just looking forward for .... TOMORROW!!!

p/s: Worth thinking.. What's your passion? Is it worth living for? =p

Till next time.. Ciaoz.. =)

Thursday, July 31, 2008


It was a "happy" day for me because of YOU! ;) Actually, it was my birthday! whee.. This year's celebration was pretty okay. Wasn't that bad. Celebrated with my family though I have to admit that the previous years were slightly better. Went to pasar malam that night to accompany my mum and bro to buy fruits. After that,then only was my birthday celebration. But I don't mind. Am contented to be able to celebrate my birthday! However,this year's birthday cake(s) were slightly different. I requested it to be this way instead of the usual. haha..

my birthday cake ^ there's actually 6 slices(1 more still inside the box if you realized one was missing) with 3 different kinds(choc banana,marble cheesecake and mango delight..)

Why would I want to have it this way,you might asked? Firstly,it will be different than the other years. Usually,there will be ONE round and ONE type of cake. This year's birthday.. I had SIX triangles and THREE different types of cakes. ^ Secondly,without realizing,saved $$$! lol.. Whatever it is,it was indeed a GOOD day to thank GOD for!

And before I forget...


Thank YOUs banyak-banyak for the many sms-es,phone calls,comments and testimonials and pressies too! I am really,really,very touched.. =)

Happy Birthday also to Jason,Ashikin and Kah Yan!The all 4 of us have ONE thing in common. We are all borned on the 29th of july 1990! all lapan belas this year! teehee..

Jason- May you continue to grow closer in your walk with Him and find strength in His unfailing love each and every day! Jesus loves you! ;D

Ashikin & Kah Yan- Happy birthday gals! May the both of you have a great year ahead and may the both of you prosper in everything you do! xoxo


The following day (Wednesday night), went to JO Restaurant at SS15 to commemorate the last gathering together for the COOL Youth worship team till SPM is over. Had a great time of fellowship and chinese food too! Wished I had pictures to upload. But unfortunately,I don't. =(

Anyways,after dinner,went to Station 1 @ Taipan for dessert. whee~ Over there.I was too caught up with a few uncles who were playing pools behind our table.. hehe.. It was pretty interesting to see them play.. What more to hear their conversations among one another too! Oops sorry.. Can't help! Hehe.. Actually..2 of the uncles were trying to teach one of them to play well. One of the many conversations I overheard was when one of the uncles were telling the slightly-younger-man-who-was-trying-to-learn-to-play-well was "Don't listen to him(the other uncle's advice). You listen to him sure lose wan.." And there were others. It kept me laughing or giggling at the place where I sat. It was really hilarious to me. hahaha..

But... above all these... there was something I really didn't expect at all. Really AT ALL! It was a suprised birthday cake! I was really speechless..They sang the birthday song and they sang it pretty loud. I don't know if they actually felt embarassed for that moment.. But I know they really made my WEDNESDAY! I could never expressed how grateful and happy I was to have them as my friends! I could never ask for more!

The suprised birthday cake that I brought home after eating there ^^

All in all.. I thank God for the good times I had and the good friends and family He has placed in my life! I really could not ask for more.. ^^ As I grow another year older this year,I pray that I would grow in my walk with Him and continue to hold on steadfastly onto His Word and see His Word becoming so real in my life. And may I move closer to the plans that He has for me and to become the girl He wants me to be! God has been really good to me and my family for the past eighteen years! What more can I ask? =)

................i'm............18........... e-i-g-h-t-e-e-n................lapan belas..............whee~~...............

Tuesday, July 29, 2008

It's a happy day!

Today is a HAPPY day!!! :D wanna know why???

will let you know in the next post.. =)